Last...

...September 6, I posted a message for you...

It's December 27 today, two days after Christmas. So much has changed... but not what I feel about you. And I'm so jealous because you're growing closer with Rezielle, and farther away from me. I don't know, maybe she's the same case with Trizzia, but I'm thinking she has feelings for you.


You really have me hangin' by a thread here, maybe it'd be better if you could just cut it for me, please?

jljose

sana makapunta ka sa birthday ko

you don't know a thing about me

you have no right whatsoever to say that to me! we haven't even been together that long yet! how could you have said that?! that was so totally uncalled for...

she told me that the reason i loved reading and watching sappy books & movies was also the same reason i hate seeing sappy couples together. she told me it was because i couldn't face the fact that i have once been and still am a victim of deprivation from this madness...

i was so offended by what you said.. that was all too much for you to say.. why couldn't you just shut your mouth up, you ruined the day, we we're all having so much fun already.. why did you have to bring that up... i was just joking about the yucky-mooshi stuff... that was unnecessary...

it hasn't even been a year yet since i first met you, not enough time for you to know me well.. but then again, of all the anger i'm feeling right now, i guess you ARE right.

jlj

i still love you.
...

anyone

HELP... PLEASE??

STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN OVER HIM.. really

jonas luna jose

it's just so sad that you still don't reply to my messages... nangangamusta na nga lang ako eh... :(
nothing has changed, i still love you with all my heart

ella grace ilejay

thank you for clearing things up for me.. you really are a brave true friend... thanks for finding out the truth i was searching for.. you have always been there for me, but now, you have proven yourself better than what i expected of you.. you truly are just so marvelous! i never thought that you would do that for me, that you would confront him and tell him everything i wanted to tell him. and now, i have my truth... problem now is, how do i solve it? my professor said that we computer science students are not supposed to go after the results, instead, the processes/solutions that would produce a meaningful result.. we develop algorithm, pseudocode and all those other stuff.. when it comes to program algo, i'm good.. but with this kind of problem? i don't think i'm up for it.. i'd probably get a 3.0 grade here
.. still need your help lola


loved you even more coz of this lola!

jonas

sorry na.. patawarin mo na ko, lumayo lang ako kasi akala ko niloloko mo na ko... mahal na mahal pa rin kita.. sobra.. sana bumalik na tayo sa dati, gusto ko rin namang maramdaman kung anong pakiramdam kapag 'tayo'... mahal pa rin kita, sobra


if only you could get to read this.. if only.. :c

message to self

you are one stupid little prick.. you just don't know when to stop, do you? i am scared for you.. you are getting too much engrossed with that problem of yours... have some time for yourself, have some time for your friends and forget that your stubborn little feelings even exist! he is nice and all that, but he isn't everything...

jonas luna jose

you still love her.. and for some reason that's not clear to me, you two decided not to be in a relationship... i know now that you don't love me afterall... but i still can't let you go... it just hurts so much